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Thursday, September 10, 2009

Hello!

Today suddenly feel like blogging... haha weird right? after so long then started to blog again.

Dunno why i'm feeling alittle sad today. Bf always not willing to accompany me to meet my interview client. I know u hate waiting... Did u even care about my safety? OR rather care about your feelings more than my safety? Do you know girls care about most is whether she is feeling safe or not?

I know what you want to say:

you will ask me to quit modeling.

My answer is: i'm doing this is my own interest and hobbies.

You just dont even know me well enuff!

I know... maybe you have not found the importance in me. Only care about your life most as i can see. Everyday care most is about your feelings. Don’t even want to go school. I had to find many ways just to make you go school. Every morning had to call you wake up. And i will always get scolding from you and all shouting.

As a girlfriend, doing this everyday is very tiring but do you know that even how tiring i will still ren your anger. Every time you scold me, i will always try to forget what you said to me. But it is just too many times you have hurt me.

I know u hate ppl disturbing you when u sleeping. But i had to do this is because I LOVE YOU and Care so much for you. I do not want to see your future ruin. I only want you to go to school every single day and complete this Education. That is very simple and nothing else. Can’t you even do it?

Everyone have a limit to a certain extend. If you really don’t treasure what is in front of you, you regret it for life and you can’t get it back...

I don’t dare to speak up all my true feelings to you so i wrote it here instead. And it is also because if i talk to you face to face i will end up hearing you scold me instead of listening to what i have to say. Make me even harder to speak it out to you.

Maybe after you read this, you may start to regret?

OR perhaps you will start to feel that you actually don’t really love me? You just need someone to be with, by your side to keep you company? Or you feel bored? lonely?

Maybe you feel your life is boring so you need me by your side? Perhaps only when you feel bored you will come find me... Play finish le throw me one side.

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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